ITALIAN SODA.

Green apple. I sip on my Italian green apple and see the life my mother wanted me to live but she failed by living in America. The United States of America. It should have been Italian Soda Green Apple soda in Mexico. I say fail because I said it to myself about her in my sleep as she went off to work. She wanted something different for me but nothing came to fruition as my brother was depressed, my other brother was nowhere, and my father was absent figuring out his life. His life. Not my brother's, not my mother's, but only my own and why I was the gay one and not my brother that was molested in the rear and I was molested in the heart. A stab in the heart will turn any man straight, a stab to the anus will turn anyone gay. They're wrong. They're all so wrong.

©YovaniBernard